Poem: "Can I find myself again ! "

Can I find myself again !



Can it be darker ! or that is it ..
I'm not going around myself so the dark side can see the sun ..
I'm just facing the darkness ..
And giving my back to the sun ..
I can do it for myself from time to time ..
Maybe I need these times ..
So i can get some sleep ..
I want to close my eyes  ..
I want my dreams back ..
Nothing clear ..
Nothing truthful ..


Don't get closer and don't force me to turn my face ..
The sun again will harm my eyes ..
I wont stand it again ..
Maybe I need more time to make this move ..
I should wait and wait ..
So Is it like the moon !..
It has it is dark side that had never seen the sun ..
Or it is like earth we have day and night ..

Give me your hand ..
I want you to touch my face ..
You wont see anything in darkness only you can feel and hear ..
Move your fingers along the road of tears ..
Can you feel how rough it is ?!..
Can you feel the sadness all over the face ?!..
Only you can make me turn over and see the sun gain ..
I do believe in that ..
Just cover my eyes with your fingers and I will turn ..
Don't move your fingers away in a hurry, but do it slowly ..


 Finding myself again is the journey of life ..
Would you help darling ?!

Just be my campus ..

And lead my way ..

You can be my sun ..

                                                                                    Or just make me find my sun ..


Dr Osama Al-Jararhih 16/7/2014