Poem :" Please, Be Patient" .

Please, Be Patient !

- Wait for the flowers till they get up from the womb .
- They will be awake , and will capture your sight .

You will be rewarded .
- The sight of the growing flowers will take you to another level of dreaming .
- Another way to live you life .
- More times of happiness, hope so .
- Just visit the fields after the rain come down .
- And see the seeds cracking .
- Live the moments slowly.
- Take care of every detail you see.
- The ones you miss, will be missed all your life .
- You will regret it hardly.
- Draw the memories with bright colors, and smooth hand.
- Do you want more? take it easy, it will give you more than you can remember .
- But, You can't rush the rain .
-All you can do is just waiting ,
- So please, be patient .

-  Feed your curiosity by looking behind the dark glass.
- What could be more beautiful than a flower knocking the window .
- You will be happy again .
- You will smile the longest .
- Is that the flower you always dreamed about.
- The whole story in one smile .
- Smell the perfume .
- Hold it carefully, it is fragile.
- So that what you can get.
- So please, be patient.
- I will be patient, as much it i can.
- But don't be bothered if I don't wait the rain.
- I can water the seeds myself .
- I can grow you in my hands.
- Leave yourself for me .
- And live the moments .

Dr.Osama Aljarrarh 6/9/2015

poem:"Don't look back dear . "

Don't Look Back Dear !

 

Hard decisions have to be taken sometimes .
You just step hard and close  your eyes .

Your ship moves alone .
And when you open them again .
You realize what you have done .
Where the wind just take the ship .
No way to get back .




Hopes what remain .
The prayers that God's mercy took the lead .
It was right or wrong .
Doesn't matter now, it happened .
So don't look back dear .
Just try to forget what happened .
You just found yourself here, crawl out the womb .
Through the unwanted luggage away , raise your sails and move.

Life is a one way road .
Whatever turns you take , you can't drive back .
So dear don't look back .
You know where the beginning was , because it is from the past .
But you don't know when or where is the end.
Will you hit your goals !
Are you going to reach your destination !
No one can tell . Just hope so , and keep moving .

Hopes alone won't work .
And Goals will not get closer , so you need to move .
I think it is better to die on the right road .
It will mean something, you tried . 

Giving up will not add thing but loss  .
Same as looking back .
Both will not add thing but sadness, tears and weakness .

Are you learning from looking back !
Does it make you tougher !.
For me, it is not. same for you as I think .
So be born today .
Focus on the next goal and move.
May God strengthen my vision, so I can see my goal comes closer and take the right turns .





Osama Aljarrah 28/7/2015

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Poem :"I Have Conditions"

I Have Conditions

I'm writing down my conditions ..
Trying to guide myself back to the route ..
The way between fiction and reality ..
A narrow road climbing up the steep hill of faith .. 
Realizing that ruling again wont be an easy ..
Reaching the summit will always prove one thing ..
I can do it my way ..


By my conditions , the constitution of love I've made ..
Although I wrote the a long two chapters in the beginning ..
I skipped them with you ..
I don't need to know you more ..
It needs a moment with myself ..
Cause I found that we are the same ..
We are the same side of the same coin ..
If I miss you that much, I take a look in the mirror ..
I see your face in mine , the shine of your eyes in mine ..
It just make things more tolerable ..

I skipped the second chapter, too..
A long boring chapter about searching things in common ..
And to put them under spotlights ..
I can't find anything uncommon ..
I have a confession to make ..
It wasn't my decision to skip those chapters ..
It wasn't the mind, I'm pretty sure..
The heart said its word ..

My heart word was you ..
I believe in him more than anything else..
I followed him to dark caves, how come I don't follow him to the light ..
A spark has lighted the hill road ..
I going up ..
With the sum of all forces in the world ..
The force of love ..
I have conditions, but forget about them  ..


7/3/2015 Dr.Osama Aljarrah

Poem: " Once Upon A Time There Was A Swan "

Once Upon A Time There Was A Swan ...

- It was a matter of time for her to realize that she  feels lonely ..
- In the blue lake of faithfulness ..
- She finds herself not feeling good about what happened ..
- She Don't want to remember that again ..
- Being away from others was intentional ..
- And Loneliness was baked on the fire of sadness ..
- Tough decisions always made by the time of profound sadness or happiness ..
- This time Sadness rules ..
- No one feels you, Cause your gates kept closed ..





- Time to have a look behind the walls ..
- Time to get out of that lake and get dry ..
- And time to feel that you are not alone ..
- Just use your wings again and try to fly ..
- One night you will have that dream again ..
- You will realize that as soon as it is ready ..
- For now , just live the moment ..
- Play your favorite ballet music and dance ..
- Be the white Swan the all know ..
- A queen that rues two kingdoms ..
- The heart, feel love in each beat ..
- The mind, be in every dream ..
- Visit him again every night ..
- You are the pure love ..
- Do it your way, and let you rule ..
- No time for sadness, it is the truth ..
- You will find your happiness again in another lake ..
- And show them how elegance, pure, balance,emotional you are ..
- Swan be yourself again and be the messenger of love and peace ..
- May God bless your soul my Swan ..




Dr.Osama Aljararha ,,, 1st of September. 2014

This poem is dedicated to my friend Ehab Altaweel .. he is a talented painter .. and I say to him you are really gifted and continue like that ... keep it up :D  .. His painting is here I named it for him as " White Swan " ..

Poem: "Can I find myself again ! "

Can I find myself again !



Can it be darker ! or that is it ..
I'm not going around myself so the dark side can see the sun ..
I'm just facing the darkness ..
And giving my back to the sun ..
I can do it for myself from time to time ..
Maybe I need these times ..
So i can get some sleep ..
I want to close my eyes  ..
I want my dreams back ..
Nothing clear ..
Nothing truthful ..


Don't get closer and don't force me to turn my face ..
The sun again will harm my eyes ..
I wont stand it again ..
Maybe I need more time to make this move ..
I should wait and wait ..
So Is it like the moon !..
It has it is dark side that had never seen the sun ..
Or it is like earth we have day and night ..

Give me your hand ..
I want you to touch my face ..
You wont see anything in darkness only you can feel and hear ..
Move your fingers along the road of tears ..
Can you feel how rough it is ?!..
Can you feel the sadness all over the face ?!..
Only you can make me turn over and see the sun gain ..
I do believe in that ..
Just cover my eyes with your fingers and I will turn ..
Don't move your fingers away in a hurry, but do it slowly ..


 Finding myself again is the journey of life ..
Would you help darling ?!

Just be my campus ..

And lead my way ..

You can be my sun ..

                                                                                    Or just make me find my sun ..


Dr Osama Al-Jararhih 16/7/2014

Poem :" If we don't end war, war will end us "

" If we don't end war, war will end us "

Look me in the eyes you freedom-bird ..
You are looking to a man who has just been hit ..
You are looking to a man who bleeds to death ..
To a land grew fear instead of trees ..
To a place where greed rules ..
I would pay every blood drop just to let you live ..
Stay alive freedom-bird even in the dreams of the prisoners ..

What news you are carrying?! ..
The war has just begun behind the lines ..
Are they looking for freedom dear friend ? ..
Do they want to live with some dignity ?...
Is that all ?  
I think they are calling for their rights ..
What!! Say it loudly my friend ..
They were killed for that ..
What a shame ! and what are you doing for that ?!
Nothing !!!! nobody is doing anything for that ,,


we are all watching .. ..
I can't walk to their my friend ..
I told you I'm bleeding heavily ..
I have minutes no more
I'm spending my last moments talking to you the freedom- bird..
Talking about the previous war .. and the next war ..
The same dear, believe me ..
More killing more blood .. more signs will be lifted ..


War is eating all ..
Even that smile on the kids face . has lost their way back ..
Never leave them my friend ..
If they lost their smile .. they deserve their freedom instead ..
War should come to an end ..
And the roses should grow again ..
You should return to your nest my friend ..
Hope things go fast ..
I don't want to suffer more  ..
My death is just the beginning ..
I go .. but the idea stays ..





By Dr Osama Aljarrah 1/6/2014 

(( Special thanks to the brilliant artist whom I respect a lot Mr. Delawer Omar .. He carries a noble ideas about stopping the suffer of our brothers and sisters in Syria . And he put those ideas in his paintings ..   Thanks a lot my friend for this opportunity to do this  co-work  .. ))

Poem: " It Looks Small "

It Looks Small


When you look at a mountain from a plan ..
It looks small ..
But when you get down there ..
You will see the real thing what looks like ..
It needs days to reach the summit ..
When you see a man sitting on his chair ..
Turning the pages of an old paper ..
Don't think that he is fool ..
Or he is trying to loose time ..
Don't be judgmental till you get there ..
Ask him what : makes you read an old paper ,sir ..
And listen to his answer  ..
Don't make fool of yourself by not thinking again ..



What about a little child playing around ..
Sit away and watch him dreaming ..
Watch him flying in his own airplane ..
Watch him moving armies ..
Listening to the heart of his teddy bear ...
Don't even think to force him  stop dreaming ..
I know he looks small ..
But with time he might be the one he dreams to be ..






Everything begins small ..
And hard working makes it bigger ..
Everything starts as an idea no one knows about it ..
But with time it become bigger and bigger ..
Think about small things how to make them bigger ..
Because this is creativity ..
This is what is called invention ..
Many things are like icebergs ..
What you can see don't reflect the real thing ..
Don't underestimate smaller things ..
And remember that tree in your backyard ..
Was a small seed one day ..

By: Osama Aljarrah 29/3/2014

Poem ;"Embrace Of Music "

Embrace Of Music

It is a matter how your body feels when it been touched by the waves ..
And how you react when you are surrounded by Music ..
Can it reach the core ..
Or can it open the safe inside ..
A safe which you always hold between the ribs ..
You can't remember what inside ..
Cause it has been along time since the last time you look in it ..
You suspect to have it again ..
The strong feelings and more nostalgia ..

Are you afraid ?!  ..
You shouldn't be ..
You know well that you can tolerate more than that ..
You once faced it, and here it repeats itself again ..
Embrace the music ..
let it helps you ..
Explore together what is that feeling ..
Maybe just a summer breeze  ..
Or maybe it is snow again ..
Let the music be your spaceship ..
Take your beloved ones ..
And travel beyond the stars ..
Watch the earth beaning smaller and smaller ..
Just leave there what annoys you ..
You can't take the trip without much music ..
Without madness ..
Without feeling the warmth of the hands touching your face ..
Without a nice word makes you forget about everything else ..
It is the magic of expressing yourself ..
Whatever the way ..
You are taking the trip ..
So feel joy in every detail ..
Feel how much love in Embracing of music   ..


** This work is dedicated to the talented painter Veronica Valere whom I appreciate her paints very much, special thanks for her for allowing me to share this nice photo of her and her paint "Embrace Of Music " ..This is her page on facebook { https://www.facebook.com/VeronicaValereArtist }**

By:Osama Aljarrah 8/3/2014

Poem : " VIOLIN AND PIANO "

VIOLIN AND PIANO 


Violin And a Piano ..

Just complete the Rhyme with me  ..

In a way no one can distinguish .. each sound

Just notes on the line what they can see..

And we complete the song inside ..

Be my complement ..

Just be yourself ..

And let the notes dance on the lines below ..

See them sway with the sounds ..

Forget the Audience ..

Merge with me ..

I wont say that our song will ever finish ..

There is no the end at last ..

We will continue ..

Are you taking the train with me ?

Cause I hear it coming from far away ..

I can see the smoke there ..

Our station will be after we just pass the mountain and the lake ..

The mountain of labor ..

And the lake of love ..

I know that you have doubts ..

But .. They will vanish by the end of the day

Stay calm .. and get up ..

The whistles are announcing the beginning of the trip ..

I wish us a good luck indeed ..

By : Osama Al Jarrah 18/1/2014

Poem :" Shouldn't Be Sad "

Shouldn't be sad


You spent nights drown in sadness ..
Just a dreamless night ..
Think about things you faced ..
Lost between the questions and the possible answers ..
Your destiny has just let you down ..
You find yourself alone ..
Even sleep ..

Now .. Look back ..
And realize that it couldn't be better ..
Allah has a better plan for you ..
Your tears change to a smile ..
So if you loose the map ..
And you take a different road ..
That is for a reason ..
Believe me .. IF you see your future you will choose your present ..
It is a fact ..



So charge your faith ..
look around and always thank Allah ..
You will realize the truth of what you see someday ..
Change it to a smile ..
And have this in mind ..
And live with this everyday of your life ..
You can't expect Allah's ways ..

You are sick of taking turns ..
But you finally reach your destination ..
That signs were right ..
You can't Open the door ..
It is closed ..
Don't push hard ..
Cause it is not the door you meant to go through ..

Osama ALjararha 6th of Jan. 2014 

Poem: "A Voice In The Fog .. "

A Voice In The Fog ..


- Fog has captured the place ..
- Me alone with the memories ..
- It is the first time to feel fear ..
- I know something is going on ..
- But, I see nothing ..
- I will search for the path I came from ..
- It is not away ..
- am I lost again ?! , hope not ..
- The river is shouting ..
-  It is so angry ..
- I wont cross it alone ..
- But someone calling my name on the other side ..
- Is it the memories again and again ?!..
- Or an angel helping ..
- How could I know ..
- I closed my eyes and waited ..
-  But the voice is getting louder ..
- Saying, "Just catch the rope " ..
- Can I trust the fog ..
- No time to think ..
- I will do it ..
- I want to leave this place where memories surrounding me ..
- I believe, So God will be there ..
- Whom I love will be there ..
- Whom I want will be there ..
- I will cross the river , No matter how risky it is ..

Poem : "The End Of Silence"

The End Of Silence  ..


A far echo has just been heard ..
It came from outside my fortress ..
Entered through that little hole in the door ..
Which I left to see the light of the day ..
I'm hiding there ..
No one knows ..
No one cares ..
Just waiting the suitable moment to come out ..
But it took so long ..
Me and the silence alone ..



Hey echo there ..
keep it down ..
I feel fearful from loud sounds ..
It wasn't like this always ..
I was afraid from silence ..
But now, I get with it ...
It is my new friend indeed ..
Sounds now irritate me ..
It opens the door ..
The door to the memories and pain ..
I don't deserve it ..








That door between heart and mind ..
I keep it close ..
But it have been hit many times ..
That hole came out ..
And now my mind keep hearing sounds ..
I'm confused .
I don't need that now ..
I'm waiting for someone now ..
To open that door with the missed key  ..
To gather the heart and mind together again ..
Someone is coming ..
I just know it ..
Hey echo, for now keep it down ..


By:Dr. Osama Aljararha  3rd of November,2013

Poem : " Freedom "

FREEDOM

What do you know about Freedom ?!..
Is it just a term used and not felt ?  ..
If you want to know what it means ..
Ask a Prisoner ..
Or ask his mother trying to visit him for months ..
Or ask a bird in a cage ..
Ask a person who lives in a captured country ..
Watch anyone, whose words crash in his mouth ..
And still you can't figure a meaning of Freedom ..
I think when you need it .. you will have your own definition ..
The bird who once been free, knows it ..
But the one born in a cage, knows nothing about it ..
Break the chains ..
Face it ..
Destroy the tall walls around you ..
Release your soul from the dark cave ..
Let it fly over the constrictions surrounding you .. 
The first step always Faith ..
know the rest will be in your hands ..
Just be free ..
Free your thoughts ..
let them make a hallow around you
live the life in your way ..
Be free ..


Osama Aljarrah 31/10/2013

Poem :"The Sea In Your Eyes "

The sea in your eyes ..

- Where everything can be lost ...
- Endless shores ..
- Even the waves can't find the way home ...
- And started to scream for help ...
- Time is the most missed ..
- What can my small boat tolerate ..
- But I will continue my journey ...
- I will find the light house somewhere ..
- It will show me the way ...
- I hope i can reach there ..
- Before my boat crashes into pieces ..
- And all my brave sink down the bottom ..




- This will not stop my love to the seas ..
- It is part of me now ..
- All the good memories .. All the love ..
- In her eyes ..
- In the sea in them ...
- What is there beyond this sea?! ..
- Just a beautiful heart .. 
- My princess in her palace ..





- The secret of her eyes ..
- The magic in her spirit ...
- Draw a landscape every time I see her ..
- With the colors of rainbows, colors of love ..
- Your eyes are my death and my life ..
- All the feelings mixed there ..
- But one pure thing show up ..
- Love . and nothing else ..
- It is the sea in your eyes ..
- It is the shores on your eyelashes ..
- It is the sun in the shine of your eyes ..
- It is the waves of the tears there ..
- It is the night in the black eyes ..


- A perfect sea .. where I do like to be lost there  for ever ..
- The boat of love, and the stars above ..
- Will make my journey safe .


Dr.Osama ALjararha 4th of October 2013

Poem :"Im Heading South :

I'm heading south .. 


- So it is time to leave ..
- The Birds have started their migration already ..
- And I'm leaving with them ..
- No place for us here anymore  ..
- Time to move from the dry lands ..
- To the south ,we are going ..
- Where we can find more of what we need ..
- Looking for a new hope ..
- A hole in that dark box that surrounding us ..
- We know that it is not a small effort ..
- But we will fight ..

- I will head south ..
- But I will carry only a flower with me ..
- It would remind me that I found something beautiful here someday ..
- No thing else ..
- Even my memories, I will get rid of everything I can't carry .. ..
- A new lands with a new dreams ...
- I know that something attracting me there ...  
- I can feel that I will find what I lost there ..

- I'm heading south ..
- Heading to the beautiful oasis ..
- Migrating without a passport ..
- I will smash the doors ..
- Just like birds ..
- If you can just follow me ..
- Or try to forget me ..






Dr.Osama aljarrah 17/9/2013

Poem :"Moon Lover "

Moon Lover .. .


Hey Moon lover ..
You the one sitting in that dark corner every night ..
Staring up to the moon ..
Every night as the first night, same passion ..
I don't know if it is the magic of the moon ..
Plays with you like tides ..
Or you just find it special ...

The moon changes with days ..
From full to a small crescent then it disappears ..
Your moon is weak, sun can hide it easily behind its delicate rays  ..
A cloud can prevent you from seeing it ..
But you have never changed toward it ..
Your Love is an endless spring ..

You keep a fixed image in your mind and soul ..
When the moon goes ..
You take a glimpse behind that rosy lids ..
Where that image is painted ..
And you smile again ..



Is that insanity, or just real love ?!..

Is that dreams that would never come true ?1...
Is that your way to leave this ugly reality ?! ..
You don't have to give me answers, I know them already ..

You moon lover ..
You own the whole world with those feelings ..
You are happy , even what you want is gone ..
You make excuses for it, and convince yourself ..
To stay happy .. to live happy .. to die happy ...
You moon lover ..
I will leave you with your moon ..
Enjoy the endless moments ..
You moon lover .. I really feel envy !! ..



By :Dr Osama Aljararha .. 31/8/2013 

Poem : " I Know You Are Not Real "

" I Know You Are Not Real "

While I was walking a long the life's river ..
I flew away between the memories, thoughts, and the fears  ..
Thinking about what I faced In my journey till now ..
What lessons I have learned ..
The Truth about every one and thing I have met ..
And anticipating  what coming next ..
Trying to guess where these steps will take me ..



You were one of these thoughts ..
I believe that one thought could change everything ..
And you did it  ..
You were that cloud, heavy rain you brought ..
That slim river flooded ...
It is now wide enough to carry a small boat ..

It is a matter of a lightening that hits fast and enlighten the sky once ..
To show you the way ..
Where and with whom,are you going ..
I figured that you are not real ..
You were a thought and you still a thought ..
Maybe the faces are different ..
But you are the same ..
Just a thought ..

I wont lie .. It is sad and hurts ..
I expected that I find what I were looking for ..
But I failed ...
But I wont stop here ..
I'll keep moving in a lively steps ..
Passing you ..

You are not real .. but I will always carry that  thought ..



By Dr : Osama Aljararha
9th of August ,2013

Poem : " Ramadan Has Just Knocked Our Doors "

" Ramadan Has Just Knocked Our Doors "


- Hey brothers and sisters ..
- You know Ramadan has just knocked our doors ..
- What you prepared for that precious guest ..
- It came with the same messages as every year ..
- Messages of love, Forgiveness and believe  ..
- Guiding us to Al Rayan Door which leads to God's heavens ..
- Calling us to throw some of our avidity  behind us ..
- And to Climb the high walls of greed ..
- Take a look from up there ..
- What can you see ?! ..
- Can you see that tears came down from that lonely old man trying to find a corner to sleep in ..
- Can you hear the sounds of cry and weep from the next door ..
- They are trying to sleep in hunger  ..
- Trying to sleep on the loud noisy music played by there stomachs ..
- It is time to think about others ..
- Remove the dark curtains surrounding you ..
- Let the Sun enter your heart ..
- Feel the struggle of others ..
- It is the month of mercy ..
- It is the month which would bring peace back to us ..
- A month to share ..
- A month to make their dreams come true, a piece of bread , some food  ..
- They have simple dreams, simple needs  ..
- They hide their needs ..
- Cause they know ,we are full of  greed ..


Ramadan Moubarak ..


By Dr Osama AlJararha ..

Poem : "Nostalgia daughter of Memory"

"Nostalgia daughter of Memory"



Hey there .. Nostalgia daughter of Memory ..
Leave me alone .. stay away .. 
Don't hurt me more ..
Your ghost is following me everywhere ..
Don't push more .. I will jump from the high tower of sanity to the steep valley of insanity ...
My doubts about the future make me weak ..
Make me take shy decisions  ..
I don't know If I can coup it anymore ..
Should I just leave the canoe to find it way between the rocks ..
Reaching the wide blue sea ..
Where I find the salvation ..
Or should I control ..
My power is fading ..
I will wait for the thunder to wake me up  ..
And the rain to wash me ..
Wash the memories away ..
I will wait for the one who can write the memories again replacing the scratches ..
I and Me ..
Alone in that sea ..
On the canoe of hope ..
Sailing, adventuring the unknown .. 
Hoping that no storms in the horizon ..
Moving toward  the wide flaming disc of the setting sun ..
Counting days as never before ..
God .. You are the only one who can get out of there ..
Help me please .. I'm weak and you are the source of power ..


Dr Osama Aljararha
the Ninth of July,2013

Poem "Happy Birthday Mom ."

"Happy Birthday Mom ."



- The Spring of love ..
- And the cloud of giving ..
- The flower that will never wilt ..
- The Sun which gives us light and warmth ...
- Always there for us ..
- She Is one big reason, makes me smile everyday ..
- Her face shines with love and hope  ..
- Sharing with us all the good times and the bad ones ..
- She Gave us her life ..
- Her fine touch on my face ..
- With the bright look in my eyes ..
- God be with you son .. she says ..
- That is the true power ..
- That is the true love ..
- In your day MAMA .. I Want to say Happy birthday ..
- Be with us all the time ..
- God bless you and give you health and strength ..
- I don't know if the word love is enough ..
- My love to you is the ultimate truth ..
- ♥♥ MAMA ♥♥


By Dr Osama Al-Jararha
5th of July ,2013